Before I found peace, another 'p' word was the highest pleasure in my life. But it wasn't just the physical ecstasy that sex provided me; actually, what I derived the most pleasure from was the power it made me feel over others.
This might be hard to believe given the depth of my current reflections but in my teens & early 20s I was super shallow. I didn't even want to associate with people deemed unattractive. I also wasn't shy at all about voicing my opinions on looks, often in a hurtful way.
The undeniable difference between what's seen and what sees is that what is seen is constantly changing but what sees never changes. So much emphasis has been placed on this passing show. The script, the characters, the wardrobe, the settings, the score - the DRAMA!! We love the
